It's almost 7 am, and I just got home from taking Jaxin to Chino Hills to begin his next tour. We left at around 4:30am so we decided not to go to sleep the night before. We kept ourselves occupied by getting dinner together and watching '500 Days of Summer', 'Zombieland' and my personal favourite, 'Death Proof'. We brought Poppy with us to Chino so Jaxin could say goodbye to her and so she could meet the rest of the band. We both cried the whole way home. I'm not very good at goodbyes, and it takes me a little while to bounce back after having to say it, but it gets easier as each day passes because I know it's one day closer to another hello.

This is Poppy, the new love of my life. Jaxin bought her for me as an early Valentine's Day present, but she is OURS. We've had her for about 2 weeks now, and so far she has been everything we could have hoped for in a dog and so much more!! She's well behaved, quiet, cuddly and so darn cute!



She also has this funny habit of falling asleep in tight spaces...that's my girl!

hey you.

Sweet as. I love New Zealand.

...and ohh
Oh my god just please don't ever let me go
Yeah sometimes we're high and sometimes we're low
Put up with me then I'll make you see
That things are better when you're with me...

-Passion Pit

6 months of happiness makes me look like this:

It's been 6 months since I've met my boyfriend Jaxin, and I must say we've had some times. We've had tough times and wonderful times, and I'm proud to say that the majority of them have been the wonderful kind. Before I met him, I was nursing yet another bruised ego from yet another asshole. Because of this, when we met and clicked I didn't think twice about him becoming everything I've ever wanted in a man. He was polite, funny and breathtakingly gorgeous; and for some odd reason was completely smitten with me (sweet brag). Since that first night, we've had our ups and downs like any couple, but for the first time in my life I feel like I have found someone who I can trust 100%. I love him with all my heart and he loves me exactly the same which is another first. He is my other half, my equal, and I thank God every day for bringing him my way. I love you, Jaxin. You make me so happy just like this lady, here.

gotta love Tuesday mornings.

I know this isn't as cool as a raccoon, but when I was eating my breakfast in the back garden, a squirrel came out from under the couch!! I swear if I didn't have my feet on the table, it would have scurried over my poor little toes!! Haha

Anyways, I was gonna feed it some of my heart shaped pancake but I knew I had to take a picture of it first. As soon as I snapped the shot he ran away.

What a lovely morning/afternoon.